Monday, January 17, 2011

Welcome to the other side.

I have been struggling at work lately. I both love and hate my job.

I love teaching classes and working with my volunteers. I hate the members jeery faces and synical ideals.

I love the opportunity I have with the work that I do. I hate that I have to rely on people who don't take their job seriously, or care about mine.

I love the direct effect that I have on other people and the way I can make change in someones life. I hate it when people dissappoint me and let me down.

I love the variety of classes I get to teach. I wish I didn't have to teach so many.

I love the new yearly salary. Frustrated with my new BLT.

Is this what they call a career? I wish I could fix it, but I don't know what's broken.