Rob's alarm went off today (Sunday) at 5am. He let the snooze go off 3 times. If he didn't plan on getting up until 5:30 shouldn't he have set it for then? After that I couldn't sleep. I laid awake for him to come back after showering and dressing for work to kiss me goodbye... I waited and waited but he never came. I got up to find him, he had already left.
Just yesterday I asked him if he thought the romance had left us? His reply was that he didn't think so, we had just been very busy. We've been busy for months now. Not even our holiday in June helped us. Now moments like the above are becoming a daily experience.
I guess I better get going on this inner happiness search I've been working on. It seems the only true love affair that will sustain me.
I absolutely adore him. I can't see myself with anyone else in my life. I know he feels the same way. Why is it then that we cant get into a habit of really loving each other anymore.
Does anyone out there have the answer? Oh, I forgot.. no one out there reads this stuff :)
Perhaps the answer will come to me at work today. At least I know what to expect from them and I'm good at what I do. God I sound like my mother.
Somethings gotta give.
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